Just read Cherie's entry....i'm not surprised that she actually scolded me that four-letter word - not the first time for her n mel.....i know that many gossips will sure spread around about us; hmm....my mother was right - in this world, u can never ever trust anyone, except for those that u think u really can trust. i know that many will feel cheated, but we are now just simply just friends, just friends....though i know cherie will give a big discount on what i say now but nevermind - however, i really wish that cherie n the rest wont blame 'him' coz it's not his fault. u all may blame me if u want, not that i want to act to be a nice guy here....Yap, i'm really really waiting to leave school very soon, but.....after leaving school, it might be more hell for me at home - especially when things are still fluctuating at home b/w me n my mother.

Life really has to go on for me, no matter if i like it or not.....i'll have to cherish what i have now; becoz no one will know what will happen tomorrow or the day after the next...i know that everybody now may think that i m a 'bad' person now...nevermind - in life, one has to accept insults and criticisms in order to improve oneself....that's all for now....